Letters to January (9/31)


The patient guy


Dear January, it's only the ninth of the month and I feel like I have nothing to write anymore.
I guess my hormones weren't stable lately and usually it's because I'm extremely happy or extremely insecure from every inch of my skin to the deepest of my bones.

January, I can't stop sobbing like a bitch about his departure.
It makes my knees weak and my eyes really tired.
We used to laugh at lame jokes.
I got so used to you that you leaving me behind is really hard.
I remember watching the same comedy show together over and over again.
I remember how we would laugh at dumb people acting like they know it all.

I remember how you would compliment my eyes every time they blink.
I swear everything was beautiful till,
you've decided that lame jokes are no longer funny,
and dumb people were just a big nuisance,
and how my eyes don't make you feel anymore.
So I stopped watching comedy ever since.