Letters to January 21/31

Secrets


Dear January, 
I'm so glad I'm feeling a little better about my anxiety these days. 
I feel there's a protective shield that was formed by the positive people around me to prevent me from getting hurt along with the things that would only leave dark scars behind.
You said you're glad that you've met someone like me. You thanked me for our unplanned acquaintance. You appreciate my existence in your world. You value my sense of humour ringing your ears every night before you drown deeply in your sleep.You'd replay my song everyday just to make you feel better about yourself. You are proud of me. You would picture yourself in my shoes and you would reevaluate everything just cause you're curious. Your adorable smile and laughter just makes me realised that life has so much more to offer only if you would promise not to give up on life. The you I've mentioned is still living in dilemma. Waiting and hoping for something to hit you hard so you would stop procrastinating about living right.
I'm still searching for you.
For I am yours and you are mine.