Letters to January (6/31)


The silent walk


Dear January, it's a big struggle in controlling your feelings and emotions.
It's really tiring when you need to have everything under control.
It's only 6 days out of 2016 and I feel like I'm running out of fuel already.
Do promise me that you'll continue walking down this path.
If either one of us decides to give up,
Please be the reason why we would never stop walking down this road.

Dear January, sometimes the easiest way to lie is to say that you're tired.
You're just really tired of the drama and the attention plus the unwanted stares.
Give yourself a break. You deserve one.

Dear January, today I came across someone's shadow.
As usual, the shadow would follow diligently behind,
Then, one day I saw a darker side of you,
You're now no longer leading but chasing after that dark shadow you once hated.