Memories









As I look back at the past together with him,
suddenly he starts to disappear. 
Still searching, maybe he never really existed..
Maybe everything is just in my head for now.
Who am I kidding?
He's just an immature boy requesting for something beyond his reach.
:)








Handcuffs



Too many things left unattended.
Phone's blowing up.
People screaming and chasing on the inside.
With this mind of mine nothing will work if I don't shut the society out.
Call me antisocial or whatever.
I'm so much more compared to the dreadful label you hang around my neck.
Who gave you the rights to shake me up so hard every single night?
Who in the world gave you the permission to lock me up in my own world.
Who gave you the rights to be the reason why tears kept fucking up the mascara on my eyelashes?
Who gave you the rights to touch me whenever you want?

Me.

I will never let you in anymore.
I'll put myself first.
I'll take good care of myself first because I'm tired of being chained to you.
I'll love myself more in the future.
No point being selfless if regrets is what I'm getting.
I don't want that.

Dear you,
you're worth so much more compared to the handcuffs chained on your hands.
So start today.