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| The Light Dear January, sometimes you may feel unimportant to certain people, but today I saw how someone really left a print in my life. Someone who felt like every part of his body is just being a big pain in the ass. Guilty. Terrified. Alone. Broken. Well honestly I miss your presence. Some fought hard for themselves and most of them just surrender in fate. Friends turn into foes, babes to hoes, fight to repair holes, something you can't even hold, due to the darkness in your soul. Dear January, I'm getting my results tomorrow and I get butterflies in my tummy just whenever I think about it. Not aiming for straights this semester because I literally wished I could but let's just face the music and swallow the truth. No resits will do. I promise I'll be satisfied. I love myself. For umpteen times I've practiced saying this in front of the mirror and I can't seem to really love myself. Someday I know I'll find that person. The me that loves me. |