Letters to January (1/31)



2016


Let's welcome 2016!
Happy New Year!

Dear January, do hear me out and watch over me while I pour everything out
 here for the whole entire month.
Sometimes people are not who you think they are.
At times they're the nicest person beside you and 
sometimes they're the reason why red ink are all over the floor.
Today, I've decided to be totally honest with myself,
love everyone unconditionally and treat everyone how I would wanna be treated.
Dear January, life is a struggle if you don't know what you're dealing with.
I know fights against siblings is really just a temporary thing because blood happens to be thicker than water but January, I've had enough.
I know it sounds as if I'm over exaggerating things but it's really more than what I can take.

Dear January, I've never been to a party or a club before and yesterday I'm no longer a
party virgin! I went to the countdown party for 2016 and it's a great start.
I've learnt that there are some things that doesn't affect you, 
but you'll never know how much pain you've caused others to feel on behalf of your actions.
Talking about limits, thank you for being understanding up to that point as well,
Sorry for all the mean and hurtful words that brought tears on the floor.
I shouldn't have took things lightly and I have regretted it ever since.