Letters to January (2/31)




City at night


Dear January, I promised to update a post everyday without failing
 so here I am struggling with this post here.
It's an exhausting day for me to travel ups and downs 
just to 
make sure that he is safe in their arms.
January, isn't fascinating to actually imagine walking in the city alone late at night?
Without any worries and reasons but rather just enjoying the cold breeze hitting your face,
pockets filled with pennies and just a moment to relax and reflect on everything.
January, somehow everything is just a in big mess right now.
School is starting the day after tomorrow and I'm in a love hate relationship with school.
I hate how the holidays have to come to an end but I can't wait to see my friends in school.
I promised myself to not screw things up this time and have everything planned out accordingly.
I know I can do this! (fingers crossed)

Today you're here at it again asking me why am I always so dark and complicated.
I guess that you're trying too hard to crack the puzzle that 

even the owner itself is hopeless at solving it.
Never categorize yourself into something that you're not.
Don't hesitate in becoming someone else just because everyone hope to see you in that form.
Remember you're the reason why you're you.
You don't live for them.
You live for you.
you