I took plenty of heavy breaths as I walk past by hundreds of unfamiliar faces. Everyone was proud of their own efforts and achievements. I know at that moment, I felt the proudest watching you climb those stairs towards success. It's a great feeling knowing you grew up smart and beautifully. Proudly proved that my efforts were not in vain. I saw the group of friends you're mixing around with the other day. They were nothing but messy hearts and broken souls. But when you told me you're exactly like them, my heart just paused for a minute. I was frightened at the thought of you changing into someone I barely could adjust myself with so that's where we came across arguments and then it slowly leads into dissatisfaction at a high level. We then got ourselves into a big fight and that's when both of our hearts just began to shatter into pieces with feelings just scattered everywhere. I just hope you'll be someone better in society and in your life. You wondered if I'll ever find out about your anxiety and the way you're so scared of getting judge. You wondered if I'm really that unreasonable and tough to deal with most of time. I know after everything, someday, you'll miss my presence in your life. Till then, I'm not going to fight this alone.