I really enjoy spending my time sitting in cafes.
I don't really like to be alone but I guess it's part of growing up as well.
I can't hide away forever.
There are times where I would just put all the blame on myself,
but I know it's not my fault.
It's not my fault that things turned out this way.
It's not my fault that you chose to ignore all the possible chances.
It's definitely not my fault for making you fall for me.
Up till this day, I still blame myself.
Perhaps it's the way I laughed at your jokes.
Maybe it's the warm hugs that you offered me.
Well it could also be when we exchanged eye contacts.
Maybe I just want you here beside me,
but I never wanna get myself trapped in your cage.
I wanna be free.
So I left.
They can say anything they want but I'll still be here waiting.
Waiting for time to prove everything.
I'll be here waiting for that chance.
That breathtaking moment.
Where I would go wild and crazy.
Don't expect people to understand you.
Try understanding why they don't.
By the end of October,
I wanna screamed proudly at everyone for doubting me.
For not believing in me.
I can be independent.
I will be independent.
I am independent with or without you.